Saturday, September 5, 2009
Been Sometime Since I Wrote So Long♥
Just when I have decided to drop the idea of gettin a job for this holiday and concentrate on what I shld do 1st,there a call for mi to go for an interview on Monday. Well I admit that I was quite happy to receive that call this morning bcos I noe I might get a chance to earn some $$ as I am really broke right now.
Not to complain but I just cannot tahan that I have to get money frm my dad always,knowing that his business wasnt going smoothly too. I really really wish to work but I also know tis is jus not the right time yet. Well no choice,I just have to give up one!
Sometimes I am jus speechless..
Dunoo wad to say abt myself..
I'm seriously confused. I'm uncertain. I'm unsure with many things.
Looking ard mi,they are just so powerful.. Yet I feel I am useless..
It doesn't seems like I am improving at all but instead same tings keep happening again and again..
Well not being emo here..
But jus wondering why things came out to be tis way?
Life's been pretty much mapped up since birth. Kindergarten,primary,secondary,jc/poly/ite,uni(for those like more hardworking ones uh) and so on.. Should we blame tis on the system? Most of us have not put much thoughts into what we want to do,we do not have a solid aspiration. Sometimes I felt as though we are just following the flow and hope for the best.
As such,we need instructions in everything we do. Yes we’re capable of doing a good job through perseverance,determination and being organized but at the same time we’re not creative,we're not original,and we don’t know what we want.
Sometimes I felt I m silly in wasting so much time and that's why tis lead mi to what I haf tdy or even now..
Sighh!!~~
So now I have to work hard,like all of you!! I know I hate this but still I have to get tis done!
YYY
for a better tomorrow;
-3:32 AM
